inside / outside
I am an insider and an outsider in my home. I am an insider in that I grew up with/in the place. I am an outsider because it is not my homeland and it is not culture I carry. I am unsettled in this category as I am neither and both.

see also: decolonization, groundlessness, home, land, southwestern Utah, stable / settled, there / their, Ut(ah/opia), under / inner
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